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Hi
Welcome to this poorly made video
with a completely fucked up lighting against a wall
and that's completely not natural.
That's horrible, why did I do that?
Can you see my face correctly now?
(no)
That's shit.
*insert a cancerous and clickbait title here*
Woohhh...
I'm just fucking killing my microphone cable right now.
So
I'm not here to joke. (you're here to joke Ario, shut up)
I just prepared nothing, this is clearly one of my most fucked up video...
*ASMR*
I need to straight my microphone too...
So everybody can hear me.
YOU NEED TO HEAR ME! *fuck ASMR*
So, what was I talking about...
PS: the number of "Euuuhhh" completely explosed
It's actually a new type of video I make rarely, where I just sit and talk to you.
A lot of things happened since the last 1/2 years.
I need to tell you what happened because
I just started to be conscious about this
I just said to myself: "there's a big problem".
I just absolutely needed to make a video about this
Where I just tell you what's the problem.
It's been one and a half year, and there's just nothing that really happened in my videos
I'm not gonna lie, nothing happened since the last 2 years
Hi, my name is Antoine Daniel and I'm posting a video every year.
Cool.
And if I want to make this quick video
(That's not a quick video)
It was an idea that came yesterday
Because some things happened recently
And this things are...
not really funny.
And yeah my chair is broken, that's cool.
(Am I really talking to my chair?)
*fixed*
Sorry.
Something happened not long ago
(I'm talking a lot for nothing here)
Since 4 months, I'm installing myself on Discord
I'm talking with nice people.
And someone caught me, and he asked me if I could help him
to find a story for his text he was writting
On his computer.
So I was like: "why not? It sounds cool."
So I shared my invented story with him
like "that's for you, do what you want."
But some hours later, I remembered what I've done
And I just said: "Holy shit, it was nice."
I was feeling nice during the short time I wrote it
It was cool to write a story, to build my characters and all of this, even indirectly.
I find it was a nice sensation.
And I said: "I would build my own, it looks so cool."
So I did it, and until one week...
Without any lying, I never fell that good in a long time.
What I'm trying to tell you:
First, I don't want to quit music. If you trust that, then you're wrong.
Just don't trust it anymore, this is not what I'm trying to tell you.
I want to tell you something's really simple
or simply more natural.
And I really wanted to talk about it
Because, two years ago...
I wasn't feeling pretty nice in my head.
Even if I have friends, who helps me a lot
(Between I've changed my College last year)
My second grade was horrible.
I was lonely and lost
In an overrated College
With really crappy students who was fapping on their lessons
Who laughts at every different people.
I didn't like it at all.
So I changed my College quickly.
Then I started to be conscious.
I was in a big depression during...
About two years.
I'm actually 17 (near 18) and I started my depression when I was 15, and it ends at the middle of my 16.
I looked at myself and I felt realy bad.
And I started to be conscious about my depression
and I know it wasn't long until I fall if I was like this.
Written: I had a lot of times the real desire to suicide myself.
When I changed my College, then I felt better
I started to have real friends, and then I knew I can have a social life.
And it was nice, I feel really nice actually.
I'm still talking to all my friends, and I'm really nice now.
Now I'm feeling sociable...
But during my old College I wasn't sociable at all.
I spent all my time in my bedroom, playing videogames
It was horrible, I didn't want to go out because I find the outside world sucks ass.
My opinion didn't change, the outside sucks ass
But now I have friends that tell me what sucks and what doesn't.
Now, I feel better
I had not any pleasure making my old videos and musics
For some years, I didn't have any pleasure on YouTube, with my contents...
I wasn't saying: "I'm doing this thing fine."
For me, everything is structured.
If you're doing music nice, you should do music. Same for drawing, writting, cooking and more...
For example:
(If you ever watched My Little Pony you should know what I'm talking about)
In MLP, there's something called the cutie-mark.
This is the thing that any pony have on their flanks.
Who says what's the main task of the pony. (Written: this thing)
And I piss on this example.
I stopped to like it.
Because when I started to write my own story...
and I started to have pleasure doing this, then I just asked myself:
"Why didn't I do it before?"
I said: "Wow, why didn't I do this for me?"
"Why should I block myself?"
During 2/3 years, I was on my computer and I was blocking myself
Just to avoid things I thought I didn't want to try because I was "perfect" in other things.
I was like: "If I try this it will be shit, and I would be desinterested in my main content."
But.. nope.
All I thought is stupid, because I do all my writtings and my music
And I still love both of them.
So this is what I'm saying, and here's a resume of my writtings.
Resume:
A guy wake up in a dark place with a symbol upon his head.
And that's it.
I let you read all the texts (but you can't because the text is only in French). Written: This is gore and not really funny
I still don't know if I'm gonna post the texts outside of DeviantArt
I didn't want to talk about this, but when I started to think about this
Two or Three days ago, I said: "Why did I block myself?"
"Why am I forced to put a barrier in front of me just to contain my creativity?"
But I can't contain it anymore. I want to progress.
I can break the barrier easily.
And I didn't do it.
And now I'm regretting.
Because it deserve nothing to do this.
If you really want to do something
Even if it's only on a short moment.
If you want to do it
Do It.
We don't care about the consequences. If you want to do something legal, then do it.
If you're happy about the thing you're creating, create it. If you're happy about what it will give you, create it.
Just do it. Don't think about the consequences.
You just have to say: "Fuck, I may condemn this, but is it worth it? I can't condemn something I can do.
You can't say: "I will stop that to do that." You can just say: "It may give me something bad, but I need to do it. That's all I can get, but I still can do other things."
I really needed to talk about all of this
When I saw it I just said: "Fuck, I wasted two years in my life..."
Yes, I wasted two years of my life. And I'm ready to regain them.
It's clearly my message of the day.
I thought yesterday I needed to explain to you all what's going on.
Because I actually never really sit on a chair and told you what's wrong in my life, in front of you.
And that's pretty strange...
But I don't care.
I didn't want to do this video but I just said: "There's nothing to lose in doing this. So why not?"
Since I'm born I always have ideas that comes to my brain
And really often, I don't make them true.
Now I know why, it's just because I'm blocking myself, but before I didn't know why I never did them.
Now, when I see all the things I can do in my favorites contents...
I want to do more btw, but I don't have the skill and the devices to make them true, so I'm sure it will be shit to my eyes.
But if I want to do this things nicely, and if I have the devices
Then I need to do it.
Because it deserve nothing to block myself, and saying that "I can't grow more" because I can grow more.
If I'm blocked, then I would not be happy. I would began to be angry and frustrated.
And if I'm not happy, I'm clearly not sociable
Since yesterday, I really wanted to make this video, because it will show why this channel can't grow.
Why did my content is crappier with time but at the same time better and better...
I know why I'm going down. It's because I want to do more and more things, things that I didn't show, or even practice.
You're warned: This is that type of things I want to take and put on my channel one after one.
I don't care anymore if people find it bad.
I just want to say: "I did it."
I don't care about your opinion anymore, because I want to do it. And that's all. This is how I'm happy with my content now.
I will do it with my own touch. And this is what count the most actually.
I just couldn't say to myself: "I do it for me."
But I do it for me now
I do it for you too, to satisfy you all. But I do it for me at first.
All of this just completely fucked me up for the last 2 years
Now it's calm.
Hi, I'm coifing myself in live. How's going?
Your warned: YouTube will begin to be the place where I share my stuff. Written: I didn't say they're gonna be more content. Just better content.
I have a ton of work to complete.
I have an Unlike Pluto - Everything Black remix to finish.
And maybe a new collab, but I'm not gonna show anymore about this...
And there's the story to continue.
All I wanted to say is just: if you want to do something, do it.
We don't care about the other people opinions about it. Just do it.
Because this is not this people who will say: "look at what you're doing, it's bad."
No, I'm gonna say: "What I'm doing is bad."
Until you're in the legality and you want to do things, then do the things.
For example if you want to make a 2 hours animation-
"Fuck my microphone is doing complete shit."
Also...
If you want to make a 2 hours animation movie, will including condemn you're health, but when it's done you're like:
"Wow, I did something great."
If you're really happy about what you've done, then you regrets nothing.
And that's the point, you need to make the things the best as you can do them.
This is unorganized af, you need to see this.
I put the Phantom here
Then the cable is going back under the lamp, beside the keyboard
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Hey, I framed better.
It was the big Point video. Actually, I will not post everything everytime here, because I don't have my finals at the end of my scolarity...
Just a little.
I need to modulate myself too but...
If I have something to do, then I will do it, I will post it, and you will give me your thoughts about this. But I still do it.
Maybe there's gonna be more content, but I'm not saying there will be more videos.
But if there's more, it will be done with more passion, without any precipitations, where I'm just saying "I need to put this out, even if it down the quality".
No, I will put these out one day. Certainly a lot of time after it will be "done", but I will put these out, and I'm gonna be happy.
I just got slapped this last days and it's impressive...
Now actually I'm fine, I will stop all of my old types of activities because I do'nt wanna be in another depression again.
This is why there were constant evoution on my channel the past years.
I needed to stop my depression.
Even if I was not in depression, I was not really happy about my work the past years and I tried many times to solve it.
But I still wasn't in depression. I wasn't like "I need to be angry".
And I was unhappy too.
This depression is btw the reason why I left my social network, one year ago. It was partially a cause of my depression.
And I did it just to stopped to be mad. For 3 years, I was angry all the time. When I woke up, I was angry. When I was sleeping, I was angry. And it completely drove me crazy.
I still wondering how I get into it.
There's still sequels, but I feel really nice now, and that's what matters.
It was the completely fucked up video.
There's all my crap right there.
I did this video in 2 minutes.(It's not true, I recorded 20 minutes, I spent 5 hours on the editing and 3 hours on THIS FUCKING SUBITLES!)
Goodbye.
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What's Going On With Kevin Spacey's SEXUAL ASSAULT SCANDAL? Plus, LGBT+ Reactions | Trending Now! - Duration: 5:59.
Actor Anthony Rapp has accused Kevin Spacey of sexually assaulting him when
rap was only 14. As part of his response, Spacey has come out as gay. Hi, I'm Adam
Bozarth, and welcome back to What's Trending. Be sure to LIKE and SUBSCRIBE
for more of what's new around the web. After the Harvey Weinstein scandal,
more people have come forward with stories of sexual assault. Speaking with
BuzzFeed news, Anthony Rapp told the story of how Kevin Spacey made a drunken
advance on him after a party in 1986. At the time, Rapp was a child actor from
Joliet, Illinois acting on Broadway alongside Ed Harris and Judith Ivey in
Precious Sons. Spacey was in his first major Broadway role, alongside his hero
Jack Lemmon, in Long day's Journey Into Night. According to Rapp's story, he and a
17-year-old friend from home were invited out to a New York City nightclub
by Spacey. Rapp and his friend were ushered into the
VIP area of Limelight, which at the time was one of New York City's most
notorious nightclubs. Rapp says that he wasn't carded when he got to the door,
but he also wasn't offered any alcohol according to his memory. Spacey then
invited Rapp to a party at Spacey's apartment a few days later. Rapp said that
since he was 14, no one at the party seemed interested in talking to him, so
he wandered into the bedroom, sat at the edge of the bed, and watched TV past
midnight. Then, according to Rapp's story, is when
Kevin Spacey appeared in the doorway of the bedroom, and that's when Anthony Rapp
realized that the party had ended. Rapper recalled Spacey "sort of stood in the
doorway, kind of swaying. My impression when he came in the room was that he was
drunk." Without saying anything, Rapp said Spacey "picked me up like a groom picks
up the bride over the threshold. But I don't, like, squirm away initially, because
I'm like, 'What's going on?' And then he lays down on top of me." "He was trying to
seduce me," Rapp said. "I don't know if I would have used that language. But I was
aware that he was trying to get with me sexually." Rapp managed to get out from
underneath Spacey, and quickly went home. For a while, Rapp assumed that he
would never see Spacey again, until Kevin Spacey's career took off in the late
1980s. While Spacey's career grew, Rapp would tell his story to close friends
and confidants. However, in 1995, when Spacey won an Oscar for The Usual
Suspects, Anthony Rapp told his story at the Oscar viewing party he was attending.
At the time, Rapp had just joined the off-broadway musical RENT
which would soon be a breakout and award-winning success. Rapp tried
to make his story public for years after that, while rumors circulated about
Kevin Spacey's sexuality. In 1997, Esquire's cover story was "Kevin Spacey Has a
Secret." The article alleged that Spacey was actually gay. For many years, Kevin
Spacey dodged talking about his sexuality publicly. In 2010, The Daily
Beast interviewed Spacey and asked him about his sexuality point blank. Spacey
defended himself saying, "Look, I might have lived in England for the last
several years but I'm still an American citizen and I have not given up my right
to privacy." He also said that, "People have different reasons for the way they live
their lives. You cannot put everyone's reasons in the same box. It's just a line
I've never crossed and never will." Until now... Kevin Spacey tweeted in a statement
in response to Anthony Rapp's story saying in part, "I'm horrified to hear his story.
I honestly do not remember the encounter. It would have been over 30 years ago. But
if I did behave how he describes, I owe him the sincerest apology..." He continues,
"This story has encouraged me to address other things about my life... I have loved
and had romantic encounters with men throughout my life, and now I choose to
live as a gay man." In response to Kevin Spacey's long-awaited coming out, the gay
community has been very critical on social media. Richard Lawson writes, "The
psychology of the closet is dark and cruel and self-punishing. That Spacey has
dwelt in that for years is sad. But 14 is 14." Dan Savage tweets, "Nope to Kevin
Spacey's statement. Nope. There's no amount of drunk or closeted that excuses or
explains away assaulting a 14-year-old child." Sarah Kate Ellis,
President and CEO of GLAAD said, "Coming out stories should not be used to
deflect from allegations of sexual assault... This is not a coming-out story
about Kevin Spacey, but a story of survivorship by Anthony Rapp and all
those who bravely speak out against unwanted sexual advances. The media and
the public should not gloss over that." Some celebrities have spoken out as well.
Billy Eichner tweets, "Kevin Spacey has just invented something that has never
existed before: a bad time to come out." George Takai said in a statement, "The
real issue is not with sex or sexuality, but with power. Men who improperly harass
or assault do not do so because they are gay or straight - that is a
deflection. They do so because they have the power, and they choose to abuse it."
House of Cards creator beau Willimon told People.com, "Anthony Rapp's story is
deeply troubling. During the time I worked with Kevin Spacey on House of
Cards, I neither witnessed nor was I aware of any
inappropriate behavior on set or off. That said, I take reports of such
behavior seriously and this is no exception. I feel for Mr. Rapp and I
support his courage." And in response to the allegations, Netflix has announced
that it has canceled House of Cards. The sixth and final season is set to air on
Netflix next year. Many people see this as a way for Kevin Spacey to make the
story about him being in the closet, instead of him assaulting a
14-year-old child. Owen Jones writes, "Oh wow. Kevin Spacey
deflecting from attempting to molest a child by coming out as gay is the
absolute pits." Eden Adder Calvary says, "Kevin Spacey has set gay rights back 50
years by a) Conflating homosexuality with pedophilia and b) Saying that being gay
is a "choice." So what do you think of the Kevin Spacey controvery? Let us know in
the COMMENTS section below. In response to the backlash and Kevin Spacey coming-out,
Anthony Rapp responded on Twitter saying, "I came forward with my story, standing on
the shoulders of many courageous women and men who have been speaking out to
shine a light and hopefully make a difference, as they have done for me.
Everything I wanted to say about my experience is in that article, and I have
no further comment about it at this time." For more of what's new around the web, go
to whatstrending.com.
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