so it finally happened I put up a video
called
I might have to move out three weeks ago
and instead video I showed my house and
the surrounding area on Google Maps to
illustrate how isolated I am and I did
it to prove a point I made kind of an
offhanded comment a sarcastic comment
that if someone would were find my house
I would I would congratulate them and
offer them a glass of milk that wasn't a
challenge and most of you knew that most
of you knew it wasn't a challenge but uh
this morning I was I was greeted by a
young woman banging on my door asking
for milk for a glass of milk and she
wanted to come in and hang out and stuff
and she was a fan of my and she was
wearing my merchandise I've never had
this happen before I've never dealt with
anything like this the reason why I'm so
lacks with the city that I live in or
kind of the general area that I live in
or that I can put images of my house on
Google Maps is because I feel like I had
the mutual respect with all of you that
you won't go violating my privacy and
treating me like an object and when I
spoke with this girl outside she
initially did want to come in to print
the play of something which which I
actually don't own a functioning printer
and she was kind of I mean a little
aggressive you know I was like hey I
can't I can't let you inside I don't
know who you are I mean I get you're a
fan and she kind of was like hey but I'd
be like I walked all this way you know I
was like hitchhiking or something and
the least you could do was you drop
everything and entertain me and she kind
of used all these tactics not not not
trying to vilify her
too much and also Jacqueline was was in
the shower at the time and I just knew
that if Jacqueline saw this because she
has a history of you know unruly fans
and I just knew if she saw this it would
be really bad so I was like hey like if
Jacqueline sees this you know just it's
not a good thing and and and she was
insisting that she wanted to meet
Jacqueline as well she's like oh my god
like Jacqueline's inside that like pink
ink can she come outside too and that's
that's when I kind of realized what what
this interaction was we weren't we
weren't really being viewed as people
here and you know I did this this fan
understood how uncomfortable I was by my
body language but still insisted to like
hang around and try and get what she
wanted and telling this girl after
speaking with her that I'm that she
couldn't come in and that she probably
it was best that she leave was very
difficult thing for me to do because
obviously she supports me very much
she's a big fan of mine but that's a big
line that you don't cross
it's imagine just like some random
person coming and like obviously she
didn't have any ill intentions and if
you do decide like randomly come to one
of your favorite creators houses don't
just don't do it
it feels really violating I've unlisted
the video or I've deleted the video that
has the Google Maps images on it
I thought I was pretty clear with how
sarcastic I was being but someone showed
up and you know it just makes me feel
very very uneasy and you never know you
never know the intention of a fan who
kind of breaches that line like they
could just really really enjoy your
stuff or they could be coming to kill
you because they love you too much it
happens and it's scary
Jacqueline's here so
so so Jacqueline has had a lot worse
running that I had I've actually never
had a friendís running with a fan not
saying that this morning was was
horrendous is just very very unsettling
hearing it's well well why why do you
think it's scary
aha because you don't know what they're
gonna do like I mean there's most people
probably would be harmless right but you
have to be careful because even if
there's a small chance that they're not
you have to attend here for that you're
dead right it's kind of like whenever
like I said when people send me food in
my should I peel box like I don't ever
accept that because somebody might put a
needle in there or poison and not
everyone does that but you have to
prepare for the one person that does
because like you said you're dead and
like I had a guy not anybody that I knew
I'd never met this person before in my
life but he just started like following
me online he watched all of my live
streams whenever I started dating Richie
like he even like stalked you a little
bit like he made nuclear accounts and
like try to interact it was it was
insane he would email me like
threatening me saying I can't believe
you're hanging out with this guy it was
like obsessive and then whenever I
tweeted that I was on the plane I guess
back to LA after I had been visiting you
after the filthy pride shoot and he was
he came to my apartment he found my
address and showed up at my apartment
wanting to talk and that was terrifying
I had to call the police so so huh so
the moral of the story is that if you're
thinking like I said if you're thinking
about showing up to someone's house
unprompted and pretty much anyone like
not even a youtuber just in general like
get their consent you know if they want
you over there when you're over but
otherwise you're it's a total it just it
feels dirty it's the other thing a line
it's crossing a line that data it just
it you know like you can't stop someone
from showing up but like if they're
banging on your door and I have to like
hide in my own home that's like that's
terrifying so that's what I had to do so
if you're you know just just don't
please don't please don't come to my
house just please please what about me
can I come here
you're already here so anyway sorry
about all the all the shit posts and
lately
I'm still
in the music video thing but uh that
back to regular content soon and I'll
see you later stays out but not to said
why bye
our future
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