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LIFESTYLE AND COMMUNICATION OF ANTS Consider the following Qur'aanic verse:

"And before Solomon were marshaled His hosts – of Jinns and men And birds, and they were

all Kept in order and ranks.

"At length, when they came To a (lowly) valley of ants, One of the ants said: 'O

ye ants, get into Your habitations, lest Solomon And his hosts

crush you (Under foot) without knowing it.'"

[AlQur'aan 27:17-18] In the past, some people would have probably

mocked at the Qur'aan, taking it to be a fairy tale

book in which ants talk to each other and communicate sophisticated messages.

In recent times, research has shown us several facts

about the lifestyle of ants, which were not known

earlier to humankind.

Research has shown that the animals or insects whose lifestyle is closest

in resemblance to the lifestyle of human beings are the ants.

This can be seen from the following findings regarding ants:

(a) The ants bury their dead in a manner similar to the humans.

(b) They have a sophisticated system of division of labour, whereby they have managers,

supervisors, foremen, workers, etc. (c) Once in a while they meet among themselves

to have a 'chat'.

(d) They have an advanced method of communication among themselves.

(e) They hold regular markets wherein they exchange goods.

(f) They store grains for long periods in winter and if the grain begins to bud, they

cut the roots, as if they understand that if they leave it

to grow, it will rot.

If the grains stored by them get wet due to rains, they take these grains out into

the sunlight to dry, and once these are dry, they

take them back inside as though they know that humidity will cause development of root

systems and thereafter rotting of the grain.

For more infomation >> Lifestyle and Communication of Ants | Miracles of the Quran | Subtitled - Duration: 2:11.

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Do I have a life? - Duration: 0:11.

Here's a video for everyone wondering if I even have a life...

since I'm so into Mario and all.

Well... I do.

Thirty one, boi!

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Life in the UK - Duration: 15:11.

well hello everyone my name is Christina I'm creating this channel Cristinglish

because throughout my five years I that have been living in England many people have

asked me recently how did I prove my English what did I do to improve my

English and I thought that would be a great idea to share it with you

so you can either improve your English or study English like I've been doing

drama doing my timing here or working experience so I want to talk about all

things related to my experience in England and things that helped me things

that people told me that helped them so they became more fluent in English and it

became more confident as well well let's just get started the first question I

would say is what is your level of English? many people think before you

move to England you need to have some knowledge of English and that is true

I'm not saying come to England whether you speak English or not if you don't speak

English you are more likely to have a bad experience because you're going to

be stressed you're gonna have bad understanding you're going to be

struggling when talking someone to express your emotions so having a bit of

knowledge of English will help you to become more confident in this country

however doesn't matter if your English is high or low is always up to you

it's always going to be you who is going to be working hard to achieve what they

want what you want to do if you want to get a qualified job or if you want to

just improve your usual English speaking. There are many things you can do to

improve your English for example going to an academy that's gonna help you to

get a little bit of knowledge of the English language, the grammar,

the pronunciation... However the real challenge is coming to a foreign country

and see it by yourself, because you're going to see a different amount of

people different pronunciations, people from different countries that pronounced

differently. The second question you should ask yourself before is do you

want to work, do you want to study, or you want a combination of both? If you want

to work and and you have a qualification for example and you have this in them a

decent level of English you will probably find it more easy to find a job

of your choice. However if you're qualified but your English is quite low

try to start from the very beginning try to get in touch with the English so you

can get used to it the way that people speak either native and non-native

speakers because sometimes you're gonna find hard to understand non-native

speakers as well. Also I'd say if you want to study think about what you want

to do if you want to study at the University, if you want to go to a private

academy, if you want to go to school, you want to go to college depends on your

age. The first one the University one is what I'm doing right now and for that I

think it deserves a video so I'm going to make a video of what you need to know

before you apply for uni and after you apply it for uni what you need to know

before you get accepted for the course, which usually is an exam and English

exam that you have to to do it before you you get accepted unfortunately they

have to test your English level if you're a non-native speaker. Then if you

wanna do a combination of both which is what I am actually doing, well right

now I'm jobless but I'm trying to find a job, what it means is I'm trying

to find a part-time job so I can pay my bills and study at the same time um if

you want to do both think about the time you're gonna spend studying at the time

you're gonna spend working. For example I decided to move out of London because I

knew it was gonna be very stressful and very

hard for me to keep my job and keep my studies at the same point and London is

quite pricey so I thought I wasn't going to be able to afford it

and I think I wouldn't be able to afford it. If you want to study and work you can

go to an academy to improve your English so you can put that together as well

with your job you're gonna meet people so you're gonna have to practice

your English and at the same time you're going to be practicing your English more

academically speaking with your teacher, so your teacher is going to correct you

and then you're gonna use it to talk to someone else. It's true that I think if

you are for example, I'm gonna put my example which I'm Spanish

if you come to England one thing I'm going to please please don't look for

jobs where there are people from your country because that is a biggest

mistake you can even make. I'd say if you want to improve your English if you

really wanna improve your English try to connect with all the different

backgrounds and that leads me to the following question. So the following

question would be are you ready to meet people from different countries? and they

can be from any country in this world that has been my biggest positive

experience I've lived in London. One thing I have to say is please you need

to be open-minded. What does it mean? you need to share, respect and accept

everyone. Many people struggle when meeting people from other countries I

found it quite interesting because I am always happy to learn about different

things from different countries. For example different food, different... I don't

know... times of the year they celebrate different

things for example Chinese celebrate the Chinese

New Year if you live in London you are going to experience

that because is amazing. I think this question is quite important because when

I moved to England I thought that I was going to meet just English people and

especially in London is very difficult because there are many people

from many countries and I found that quite amazing. The following question is

going to be about are you interested in the British culture? Well I'd say this is a

very important question. For me I'm a very passionate about English and

involves history, literature, culture and the language things I am learning

through this years in this country have been very positive for me because I've

always been in love with the English culture and I always wanted to learn

more and throughout my years in here I've learned so many things, I'm still

learning and I still have to improve my public speech that's why I'm doing this

but learning about the culture and like I said before being open-minded it's

very important because you have to think that the way they are is different from

yours. You can learn from it and sometimes even become part of it because

you're still living in England you have to kind of embrace the British culture

Food! I'm Spanish, I love Mediterranean food and when I

moved to England I refused to eat fish and chips. I didn't want to I didn't want

to eat fish and chips I didn't want to have any roast dinner because I thought

that that was a meat that I wasn't thinking about that now I love it

well I say fish and chips would be one of my least favourites but because I haven't

had a chance to try a good one but roast dinners?

they're so tasty, they're really tasty if you go to a nice pub or a nice

restaurant they're gonna give you a really good roast dinner. I'd say go outside

London you're gonna eat much better than in London. Well let's move to the

fifth one which is money. yeah money everyone asks about money how much money

you spend in England ,how much money should I bring with me, how much money

how much money all the time... I would say don't let it stress you but it's

important to consider how much money you need to spend on the first couple of

months. It depends on whether you are looking for a job on academy you should

bring more or less money. I'd say don't bring too much because you might not

need that much or bring as much as you can if your level of English is not good

because you might not like the jobs that you're going to be able to take. I came

to England because my parents supported me financially and it was a very little

amount of money it wasn't that much money to be honest because nowadays I

wouldn't be able to afford a month with the money my parents gave me but still

it was it was enough for me to work hard and find my way through not having

economic and financial issues through my first year what was the worst I don't

have a very positive experience but because I was always struggling

financially my job wasn't the best and my speaking wasn't the best it was very

hard for me to express myself and I found quite difficult to to cope with my

emotions so it's very important if you're

struggling you think you're gonna go into the depression talk to someone it's

always going to help. My last question for me I think it's the most important

and it's gonna be if you're strong enough? whether you have a good level of

English or not things can change and you need to be ready and you need to be

strong to go through this problems that you might have in the future. I struggled the

first year and I lost the count of how many times I wanted to give up. I wanted

to go back to Spain, to my parents and to get back to my normal life because this

was really really hard for me to take in. I managed to stay afloat and I managed

to work hard and go through this stages, feeling homesick depressed

sad angry all that kind of situations and you're gonna be yourself that you're

gonna find yourself sometimes because life in England is a very lonely life

especially for those who come alone like I did. I didn't know anyone when I came

to England so I didn't have anyone. I made my friends here I have friends in

Spain but obviously they're having their laps in Spain I can't think about them

all the time I can't talk to them whenever I feel stressed whenever I

need to talk to someone, so I found friends in here but that is hard as well

because you're not always going to have the opportunity to meet them whenever

you need to, it's going to be more whenever they are ready or whenever they

have the time for you. One of the things that you need to consider is

working through loneliness it is true, it's a reality I've been talking to many

people about this you need to start thinking about

what can this experience make you overcome and obviously how can I manage

loneliness.It's true that living alone in the country can be a really stressful

and quite sad but I promise you you can go for it and you can become a better

version of yourself, because having the experience in the foreign country can

help you massively. This is my first video so as you can see I've been

really really shy and nervous and I've been try to stay and look at the camera

all the time but sometimes I'm looking at the other side or at the other side

which is my laptop and the screen however I'm trying to do my best.

It can't be perfect on the first video so I am aware of that and probably my

speaking is not the best, that's why I'm doing this as well because I want to

improve my public speaking and second, this this channel is created also for

you guys. Any question that you might have in the future about money, time and

also how to get National Insurance Number, how to apply for a job, how to

register in the GP, how to open a bank account, how to apply for university if

you're interested in studying at University, all that kind of things that might come

to your mind just please let me know and I'll try to make a video about it. So

thank you very much and please don't forget to subscribe I'll be uploading

videos probably in a weekly or every other week basis. That's it! thank

you very much! and I'll see you soon!!

For more infomation >> Life in the UK - Duration: 15:11.

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How My Parents Changed My Life Forever - Duration: 4:22.

(upbeat piano music)

So the year I was born, my parents filed for bankruptcy.

I was born in April, and they filed in September.

And because of what my parents went through,

my whole first part of my life was completely different,

because they got to this point and they said,

"Okay, no matter what, we're not doing this.

"We're not going back! No matter what."

And because of that,

there was a lot of sacrifice on their end,

and especially now that I'm a mom,

I look back and I'm like, "Okay, they had my sister

"and me, I mean, two small kids through this process."

And I remember, we never went shopping,

like we always went to consignment sales.

We never went on vacation.

I mean, Mom and Dad really, really

made these sacrifices for us.

And I look at that, and I am eternally grateful,

because what I grew up with

was kind of a financial bubble, in a sense,

but that debt was a four-letter word,

and it was just something you always stayed away from.

And traveling with my dad, early on in my life,

and working at events, and doing all these things

in our family business, I saw the pain

that debt not only caused my family

but so many people out there.

And that's one of my favorite parts of my job

is helping people become free of this and get out of debt.

And that's why, here at Ramsey Solutions,

people come here to do their debt-free screams

live on The Dave Ramsey Show.

And it's some of my favorite calls

because people will call in, or again,

some of them will drive or fly from all over America

to come to Ramsey Solutions and get on the phone

and do their debt-free scream.

And they get to explain their story

and all the sacrifice that they did as a family.

And you meet everyone when you come through our lobby.

But my favorite people that I get to meet and see

are the young families that come in,

because the doors to our office will open up

and a little five-year-old boy will come sprinting in

because he's been in the car for like eight hours,

and then a mom will come in behind him

holding a toddler on her hip,

and then a dad walks in holding a baby carrier

with this brand new baby.

And it's the family.

And they don't look heroic,

they don't look like something special,

they don't look like they just walked out of a magazine,

they look like the everyday family,

but what they have done is extraordinary.

And they get on that call, and they talk through

how the dad took out an extra job

and worked overtime for almost two years.

And I look at that, and I just, I hear it, and I see it,

and I think about it, I'm like,

how many soccer games did he possibly miss?

Like what things did he miss

to make this sacrifice for the good of his family?

And that mom, I think about her and I'm like,

she was basically a single mom.

I mean, how many nights did she put those kids to bed

by herself, which is exhausting, we all know that.

Bedtime is hard. (laughs)

But I look at this family, I'm like,

they did it!

And why did they do it?

They did it to pay off everything from $30,000 to

hundreds of thousands of dollars, some people.

But it doesn't matter what the debt was, the amount.

It was the sacrifice that they made.

And as they get ready to do their debt-free screams,

they put on the radio headsets,

and they bend down, the parents,

and they have their kids right there with them,

and the kids are getting excited

because they have a job to do

and they've been practicing

for eight hours for this exact moment.

But this dad and mom, they get to look at their kid

and say, "Okay, are you ready?"

And they get to count it down,

and they say, "Three, two, one."

And in unison, with these little chipmunk voices

in the background, this whole family screams out,

"We're debt free!"

And every time I see these families or I hear those calls,

I mean, it makes me cry, because I think,

"I was that little girl."

Like that little girl that that mom is holding right now,

that was me, and my life would be so different

if my parents decided to go back

and that their legacy was one of stress and debt

and that's how life is.

But they chose a different path, and because of that,

my life is forever changed.

(upbeat, inspiring music)

For more infomation >> How My Parents Changed My Life Forever - Duration: 4:22.

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Narcissistic Abusers Posing As Life Coaches (Warning to Survivors) - Duration: 34:40.

hi everyone I'm Evening Ransom and this is

evening TV. This is a video that I wish I wasn't making. This is a video that I

didn't want I don't want to be making. I've deleted my last two videos. I

put up a video from Puerto Vallarta where I was anticipating going

to a meet-up and I took that down because it was cutting out stuff like

that and my message the message was just step outside of your comfort zone. So I

went ahead and I made a video about getting outside your comfort zone and I

used the example of my going to the meetup as an example of my doing that.

it's like I made it expecting that there was gonna be another video made by the

channel that held the Meetup but that didn't happen and so by leaving

my video up it looks like I'm going along with what happened and

so I swear I don't really talk I don't talk about meetup at all on my video I

just use it as an example that I went and I went outside my comfort zone and

and I still stand by go ahead your comfort zone was a good thing to do and

I'm still doing that by making this video I'm still going outside my comfort

zone fortunately unfortunately for me it was

way more outside of my comfort zone just say nothing okay let me also preface

this by saying my channel is small my channel is small this message is big

this message is really really big and I have contacted the biggest channels

about five or so of the biggest channels that there are on this topic on

narcissistic abuse, this community here and I'm hoping that at least one of

them will will feature this story because it is a really important story.

And otherwise, otherwise the story you know I don't have the reach to get it

out there. And also those of you watching my channel, if my channel runs into a bunch

of problems after this happens you'll know why. I'm perfectly willing to, I

mean I am... Here's the thing, I have had a really hard life.

I've been through a lot of things. I have lost... at some point in my life I

have lost

everything that I loved and cared about. all I had left was the truth

and love and if I give up those things I've got

nothing. So you know, it isn't a choice for me. You know, it isn't a choice for me

when something happens I can't not say something. I can't just let it go by and

not say something. Unfortunately not everybody is

is that way.

So this video is about truth. Integrity.

It is about protecting yourself from the people that you listen to. Listening to

your own inner guidance system, and forgiving yourself for mistakes and

moving on. So in one of those videos I made I made a point of

that that you know you need to let people in you do you need to let people

in you need to try things I don't regret anything that I've done ahead of time

towards might happen yet but but you know I don't regret going out and trying

things but you have to be discerning and you have to be able to change things up

in a minute if you if you figure out that you're not in the right place well

this happened at this meet up I would say immediately I had some red flags

going up pretty pretty severe red flags going up but you know I was willing to

it was nothing I couldn't I couldn't you know live with until the next day and

what basically ended up happening is there was basically a a person who came

to the met up, and now this was a small group. Not very many people came. It

was I think a total of four American women came and a British couple

came, and then I was there with my husband

already in Puerto Vallarta and just coordinated coming to be part of it.

Coming to hook up, you know, so I could be part of it since I was there. There

were two youtube creators that appeared to be doing it somewhat

together or they were friends or whatever.

She had been singing his praises for many many videos in a row and just really

talking this guy up and his channel was growing really fast and and together the two of

them have many times many times the subscribers that I have. My

channel is not a big threat to them, but I still have 7,000 people that are

listening to me and so I care about that. and I care about I can't I need to say

something and I need to do all that I can do I need to do all that I can do

and so I've contacted bigger channels and I need make this message and if my

channel disappears or if you start seeing that I have tons of thumbs downs

or if you start saying random people making all kinds of negative weird

comments you'll know that I'm being attacked by these people because I

haven't come to discover that that's this kind of stuff that they do

these were vulnerable people vulnerable people who had been abused who were

relatively new in their recovery I mean like you know some of them were still

with the people some really actively involved in their lives still with the

abusers and one person in particular had just she just had her experience just in

it just six months ago okay young woman traveling alone - she was just really

threatened really threatened and really intimidated and a bunch of really

inappropriate things were said to her and all this stuff by this person who

was posing as a life coach who is clearly disordered in some way and

I'm not in any position to make any sort of diagnosis so I'm not going to make a

diagnosis but from what I saw and when I from what I've been told of what I

believe but I absolutely believe it's true and by the way _ also believes

it's true or pretended to because she was going on and on about how terrible

it is and what needs to happen and how what a violation and blah blah blah, and then she

did nothing. I told her I would support her

if she came out and separated herself from this other channel said you know I

was wrong and made a mistake you know I can't support this channel anymore and

here's why and I said I would stand behind her if she did that and I was

stunned and amazed and so disappointed when I saw the video that she put up

because she didn't mention his name at all she mentioned me barely and then she

just went on and on about what how about friendship it was such a sham it was a

complete and total sham because anyone was not friendly it was _ because the

way that she treated this poor woman was not friendly

and well you know frankly there wasn't much friendly

at all from the minute that you know and I was you know I was I was but this is

my my first experience meeting another youtuber that does is it my first it's

actually my first was my first experience actually I'm meeting a person

someone who write you know camera out and said I've been have had this happen

I know what I know what this is about so I was excited about it and actually

all of us were there was one thing we all had in common is we were all excited

about that and the one thing I also had one thing I really realized and coming

to this thing was you know hearing how a lot of viewers really look at the people

that they see on YouTube and I'm not saying anyone sees me this way but but

because you really really looked up to them and she can talk about all this

great friendship and stuff and I don't know what she's talking

about because people that I'm in contact with went to this thing with never in a

million years ago back well aren't watching your channel

anymore are they sadly distance themselves from YouTube completely feel

more alone and isolated than ever they feel really betrayed and I don't blame

them I don't blame them at all for feeling a trick it was really an awful

thing because you know here's the thing I got I got what the King was doing it

so that was a really great thing to put herself out there and you know try and

have this event and I you know I wanted to participate in it because I want to

support friend doing that because I do I do agree that we are we all all are

isolated and it would be really great to come out of that but

and and I will say that with the other people with the other people that came I

do have friendships I mean I did actually

after this whole you terrible thing happened if you think about what we were

gonna do about it I came to really care about them and I and I believe that they

trust me

but the meetup itself was a fiasco

it was not safe and

there was a lot about these YouTube creators that

uhh

so I'm not gonna go surprised to say that she was predatory or trying to do

anything on purpose but certainly she was unhealed and the thing that the

thing that really really bothered me was that once this thing happened and this

poor woman came there and had this terrible thing that went on for two days

with this crazy guy who's now even while he's doing that he's there in his room

making video uploading videos trying to answer people's questions and here's the

thing that I know I know we want to be right I know how much we want to be

right and so anyone that watches those channels if you're watching this you're

not gonna want to believe me because you're gonna you know you go oh no I uh

you know I followed the iPhone those people for a year or two years you know

I thought it they've given me counseling services whatever I paid them money and

once you're invested like that you want to be right about it you don't want to

be wrong cuz it's a huge betrayal and you don't want to be duped in it nobody

wants that i Kelly it's just like it's just like when you try and you try and

go tell somebody about the the abuse you've experienced and no one believes

you I totally get it I don't expect a big response here about

how anyone's gonna go oh my god you know thank God for telling me I know I know

that's not gonna happen that's why I resent I kind of resent the position I'm

in because there's nothing good to come for me

there's nothing good from this to come to me this can really

only you know only be back for me you know it's like I didn't need this I went

there to support can't you know support camp could make a friend you know be

friendly and also because I was thinking you know I'm moving to Mexico that was

possibly could be the place I'm gonna go and I would maybe have a friend there

you know that was seriously what I was thinking when I went and I couldn't say

that I knew probably within twenty minutes of meeting her that that wasn't

gonna happen that we were not going to be friends and then after this happened

I wouldn't trust her with anything because she is willing to sacrifice the

truth she's willing to sacrifice people that trusted her people that she's

responsible for she's willing to sacrifice their well-being to not admit

she's wrong which is who does that sound like and to you know protect whatever

whatever thing she's got going on there or whatever you know if it's if she's

concerned about money she's making if she's concerned about you know I tried

you know I tried to say you know I really believe that now that those

things happen the very best thing you can do is just come out and be honest

about it separate yourself from him and you're gonna be fine but that's not what

she's done and so they're what I have no choice I mean my

my choices were to either do nothing and then I mean what in which case I am

doing something you you know you can't there is no not communicating right I'm

communicating something if I say nothing I am communicating I'm enabling it I'm

enabling what happened and so what this essentially was was that whether she Kim

actually said she's sovereign flags and then once this all came out she

basically started talking about things that she knew about that he was doing

and so definitely it had I been in her she's already known he was a problematic

person because he had problematic behaviors and before this was happening

and frankly so did she and and admitted those because I don't

think she recognized that they were problematic I'm not sure but

at some point I'll share this whole story about what happened it didn't

happen to me so I'll say that it didn't happen to me I have to meet up by the

way here's something everyone that came never got together one time a mess and

the main thing was that there was a predator invited in and told and told to

vulnerable people that this is someone you can trust

I vouch for him and then he abused somebody

and she knew about it and did nothing after so after promoting his channel

after bilious Tamela and I just think that's absolutely wrong and I did not

expect that she would do nothing I expected there her saying something was

a given was a given and you know what she never took responsibility she kept

saying she kept talking to the group but what we are gonna do Mike you know the

group doesn't have to do anything these poor victims don't have to do anything

they came now because they trusted you you were responsible you invited this

guy here you vouched for him I'm gonna say something I feel sort of responsible

because I'm a youtuber I'm a YouTube creator I've said that I'm gonna be at

this Meetup and so I feel responsible for saying something about what happened

you know but I that was sort of self-imposed you know I don't I don't I

could have easily if I was looking for a way to weasel out of my responsibilities

here I probably could have come up with it but definitely she was responsible

and in the meantime you know since this has happened at least dozens dozens of

people at least have signed up for him you signed up with with both of them or

you know whatever and you know I just I now watched him grow he's going to

twice my size since she's been supporting his channel and um I was you

know I was like I I was more power to him I thought that it was it was fine it

was great you know I um you know I knew about their sort of marketing agreement

because I was offered I was offered to do something at the same you know the

same kind of thing and and because I don't charge for any of my services I

don't you know I charge anything I can really justify that kind of a cost you

know I didn't earn that kind of a coffee it's someone else to promote my channel

and so and I you know I basically kind of also really affected when you're your

thing you're doing is this you know it's not okay it's not like I'm mom you know

selling something I mean we're talking about we're talking about life here yeah

we're talking about the life and you know right and wrong and you know things

like that as we're talking about here and so I just really hoped and believed

that that most of us were in it for the there most of us real point was we just

wanted to spread the word about this problem we just wanted people to know

about narcissistic abuse we just wanted to help victims to heal and we just

wanted to get people to be aware of what this thing was Mabel identify it you

know that's what I you know fruit to me the bigger people got the more people

that came on here I was the how was happy about it because that meant we

were closer to my goal my personal goal was that we could spread the word about

nurses to get views it wasn't my personal gain it wasn't about how many

subscribers I have it wasn't about any of that it was about a mind making a

living there's not any of that and and so it never you know never

bothered me when more people came on and remind me of other people who faster

than me it didn't grow none of that but you know my only thing it bothered me

about that was that I want to make sure I was doing something people wanted

people wanted you know I wanted to make sure that I was giving you what was

needed and so that was that was the only thing that um that bothered me about you

know if I wasn't growing very fast or whatever is is that I you know that

meant maybe I wasn't providing the things I already wanted but you know I I

don't know I don't know what what I really don't know actually the formula

what it is that you guys exactly want and why certain channels grow faster

than others I really honestly can't say that I know I know that I know that I

read a little every tricky cell because you know I had some pretty heavy stuff

happen you know I was her talking about her son that died I was here talking

about you know some pretty pretty dark stuff and I in might a lot of my videos

are a lot more can I story time kind of videos talking about my life and that

kind of thing and less about you know here's five ways to this day was is that

and you you know that it was less about that less about my be necessarily a

teacher more on my being a friends and and so it was a little bit a little bit

different in that way but you know I you know and I figured that but you know I'm

I have a work I was studying steady growth and it was okay with me I didn't

care I'm right you know like I said I'm not I'm not trying to make living off of

this I'm not trying to it wasn't about that for me and I felt like I feel like

that really kind of corrupts things you know once you know what you're gonna you

know you're getting people to pay you to promote them I don't know it just seems

like it's too easy to easily corruptible especially if

now especially if you don't have a really good code you know my codes

pretty ingrained because you go through some stuff like I've gone through you're

tested you know I mean this is no test you know I mean this is no test for me

compared to what I've been through there isn't

I'm not scared of him him and David I'm not scared of them make it you know how

can how could they you know what do you take for me yeah I've already been taken

you know there's no there's no threat they have over me so you know but but I

could tell you what if I didn't speak up I and I compromise my integrity and I

and I was part of what's happening in there I was and I was involved with you

know not saying something and knowing that someone was an abuser and then

someone else gets harmed and they're going to they are going to because it

was a clear sign that he's you know not stable not stable at all and so you know

he is a threat and he's a danger and oh I I would have to say Kim as to because

she willing to sacrifice the truth willing to sacrifice people for what she

wants I offered my place up for an a meet and greet to happen on the first

night her subscribers to these three women showed up on my doorstep and we

had a great time but she never showed up and then when they left I said you know

basically our tea was over and knock knock and it was like the second

wave and it was us just ended up being really kind of a nightmare really kind

of a nightmare and I've got the guts to say something

so I'm saying something I couldn't live with myself any other way and so you

know if my channel goes down the ball of flames I'm sorry people who is fungal it

lasted you know but as long as I'm here you can trust me to tell you the truth

and the truth is that there are people on YouTube who are putting themselves

out there as pillars of the community and as healers that are dangerous that

are threats that are unhealed and you know it is really tricky it is really

really tricky because you um because we know that a lot of us have gone to you

can't use credentials of it as an as a measuring stick because a lot of us have

gone to the phd's and all that and they didn't know any up personality disorders

and I myself my my my doctorate program but I was in I I I dropped out of it

because it didn't have anything about person I didn't have enough uh

personality disorder so that's what I wanted to focus on so you know it isn't

credentials necessarily that you know so it really is it really is hard to know

how to do it but here's the thing it's okay to try people out it's okay

they you know subscribe to every channel watch every channel and figure out which

ones you like best but don't get so invested that you can't

you can't back up and change your mind because even this Davis clay I well I

don't think he'll mind my saying so that he in retrospect can say that he had

concerns from he had he said he wasn't on one of ones he wasn't that great that

he said things that were you know bothered him but he was still you know

it's like when I was saying before you gotta try out lots of people but then

you gotta fire them quickly so our problem with like the abusers we were

with in our past wasn't that we got involved with them lots of people got

involved with them lot of people knew them but other people didn't stick

around for the abuse okay and so I was wrong too

you know I was wrong too but the difference is is that I knew within a

few minutes that I wasn't gonna get involved any further with this with

these people you know I and and actually I will have to say too I watched them

all equally kind of across the board you know kind of just like I like to stay

abreast of what everyone's talking about what everyone's doing and so it wasn't

like I was a loyal subscriber I've just only Kim's challenge like that you know

I basically I think I support most of the channels I think I subscribe to most

all of them you know once the ones that if I've even watched one video that I

really believe what they had to say and I supported their message I subscribe to

their channel and and I watch you know I watched every kind of equally if they

whoever has the topic this title is interesting to me here

something I'll watch it so it isn't like I was a loyal you know and I and I

hadn't done any I hadn't ever done anything was had to

watch videos it's all I ever done with any of these channels it only doesn't he

hadn't done you know gone to any 101 there any any sort of thing like that so

but I gotcha now here he says he - this is an outspoken woman really outspoken

she was really out smoking about a lot of things and so the fact that she's

trying to you know play coy now and not me not be out smoking and act like she

doesn't to poke the bear now it is a little bit of a sham because she is

right in your face or all kinds of crazy stuff and the fact that she's not coming

out and and saying something about this is a total sham especially because she

was firing off emails left to write about what you know about AI everything

that was wrong about this guy after this happened you know and with her it was

clearly you know people are you know wonderful or awful you know it's like

you know it didn't see what there's any middle road when it came to how either

of them felt about people and and they were both having all kinds of conflicts

with all kinds of other channels and all kinds of problems with other people and

that was a red flag for me for me as well and that which is why I'm actually

counting on myself you know just becoming one of the many people that

they have promised was this anyone that speaks out against them is now you know

becomes like focus of a smear campaign or something and it's all kinds of their

attention and this they sends a lots a lot of time I'm doing stuff like that

which I did not know until they they basically told me all about it at this

and I was really stunned and and and the channels that you know they'll focus on

earth you know small town you know inconsequential no reason to be giving

all kinds of energy and yet they do so I expect it X like that I am probably just

setting myself up for tons of that happen to me too but you know hope you

know I don't care bring it on bring it on I you know I I you know what I had to

lose was I you know was I you know I'm not gonna be intimidated into being

silent and letting an abuser out there and you know keeps a nut on my watch

yeah exactly on her watch no not on my watch not on my watch you know she

brought she set up a situation to happen let it happen and it is continuing to

let it happen and I I just can't I can't agree with that I can't let that I just

can't so so that's that and you know hopefully you're gonna see me on on a

bigger Channel telling this story and um and when that happens or maybe um maybe

I'll make a follow-up video and actually tell you exactly what happened but I'm

actually saving that right now just to try and try and be able to tell them to

a really bigger audience because the poor woman that that had happened to its

fame of her to hear it and she's wanted you know so I really love would like to

tell it one time and so I'd like to do that our bigger channel but if you know

if no one's will bring me on then I'll tell it on this channel at least 7,000

of you will know what happened and you can spread the word but anyway that's

not to stir you guys I'm sorry to have have that bad news but um if you feel

cheated and you feel tricked or you feel you know I'm sorry

you should feel cheated in trick but don't feel stupid don't feel stupid

don't feel like oh my god my judgment so bad

everybody says everybody says healthy how would you know you don't know to

expect something like this you don't know nobody could have known so don't

don't don't get

don't get don't get down on yourself I don't get down on me because you you

want to believe that it was true that you know that it's not true that you

couldn't have been wrong about them it's you know

of course who would ever expect it you know who would ever expect that that

kind of thing would happen that some of you putting themselves out there that

would then turn right around and do do this kind of thing and and so don't get

don't get down on yourself don't get down on me because you you want to

believe that it was true that you know that it's not true that you couldn't

have been wrong about them it's you know of course who would ever expect it you

know who would ever expect that that kind of thing would happen that some of

you putting themselves out there that would then turn a ride around and do do

this kind of thing and and so it's you know kind of unbelievable

so anyway I'm sorry to have to be passing along bad news but I you know I

had to head to a the truth about me and I also hope that this doesn't mean the

end of meetup so this is I mean I hope this doesn't mean that you know people

won't really try and get together and do things do things in the future because I

the premise of the idea that really was good the idea that really was good

because I do think that we need to come out of isolation we do need to make

friends and all that stuff but when you do that first of all first of all first

of all I think that there's something a little bit inherently dangerous about

promoting people and last year for any reason other than you really believe

what they're doing that's the only reason to promote people so that was

inherently a flaw already so there's all this promotion going on and then so and

and also kit you know she admitted later that she she knew things about him she

knew things about him and either she didn't care and so she was willing to go

ahead and subject people to him anyway or she minimized minimize the threat

that it was or something for some reason or another she knew some things about

him and still brought her more important maybe she shouldn't know these behaviors

were problematic in which case it just goes to show that is it that isn't a

person that's in any position to be counseling people because these

behaviors definitely were problematic and they were red flags and I would have

seen it a million miles away and I think he would have to and so you know at

first try to play the hole you know that she got played thing by him but she's

talked enough to tell you she told enough talked enough she and she can't

stop herself from talking she talked enough to let it out of the bag that she

needed plenty to have known he was a problem and and and also when they left

my house she left him she left she left she went home and left the two of them

alone and and that I already saw was a problem as well I I said I thought that

this woman was in harm's way even at my house and I but I didn't think she would

they all up together and so I didn't think that I didn't think they

you know that they can't protect her you know I didn't think that anyway anyway

it was just um I'm just all-around really bad situation that God could have

been prevented what shit could have easily been

prevented and then even even okay so there was so many steps along the way it

could have easily been prevented but say it wasn't prevented saying it still

happened then it could it could easily have been at least

modify our rectified or stopped and it's just been allowed to just continue here

we are like work a week or a week and a half or so after it's happened and

nothing's been said and you know I think that in her in her estimation just the

fact that she stopped singing his praises you know making this big like

promotion of him was going to be enough well people aren't gonna put that

together they're gonna put something together she did come right out and say

what he did you know carotids say I made a mistake I can't no

longer promote this channel and here's why and the fact that she's not willing

to do that and in fact her her position was I'm doing what's right for me so

apparently what's right for her is too

go along with you know letting people you know setting people up to be abused

and that's you know not right for me and it's not right and I would be enabling

that if I said nothing so I'm saying something and so I'm really sorry about

I'm sorry about it because together collectively they have almost 40,000

people that are listening to their channels and you know that's a lot of

people and

but those of us would have met them

no something a little bit more and it's not good thanks a lot for listening and

I again I'm sorry I'm sorry to be delivering this bad news I really wish

that I wasn't I really do I it would have been much more appropriate well it

would have been much better if it didn't happen at all would be great if I could

be saying what a great time we had that would be great but given that it would

be much better if if Kim was the one saying it and I was just standing behind

her that would have been that that really would have been us so much better

but unfortunately that isn't how it is so I'm a standing out here say in this

story myself because I am the only one that was there with channel who was not

one of the one of the people participating in the abuse so that's

what I'm presented with so that's what I have to work with and that's what I'm

doing that's where I am all right you guys thanks so much you listening I'll

talk with you later bye bye

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Devotional Meditation: There is a Divine Plan For Your Life! EHSM 9.15 - Duration: 3:30.

Daily I contemplate my importance in a divine plan

My thought is a gateway to illumination

I Know that the Spirit within me is my strength and power I

Approach life with a sense of security and well-being.

I know that I have a secret source and God, I know that my thought is a gateway to

Illumination it is the secret place of the Most High within me

From which comes inspiration guidance and wisdom

Therefore I accept

the fullness of this moment

I accept the gift of this glorious experience a

spiritual adventure

I Believe in myself because I first believe in God

I Believe in my destiny because I believe that the law of good

Is operating through me?

I have a calm confidence in the future a

keen and enthusiastic

Expectation of good things to come

IOpen my whole consciousness to the

realization

that all the power and

presence

There is surrounds me in an

eternal embrace

That the spirit forever imparts its own life to me

Forever flows through me into happiness success and well-being

Knowing that I cannot live unto myself alone

But that I am a part of all

life

I gladly and

enthusiastically unified with people

conditions and events

flowing into them with a certain knowledge

That I belong to the universe in which I live

This universe belongs to me and I am a part of it

Necessary to it and one with it

This has been your Zen moments with ZenDiva4U

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hello guys , how are you,

were here in the condo , or they called compound

were in boss brother

they have here a little store , swimming pool an d playground

i will show you around how it looks like , like their buildings

so hot

its so hot here guys

were just finished swimming

the kids are playing

thats why the nanny

the nanny

are making some fun

so here we go

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