I had to brush my hair
or
wear a hat to
hide my hair
that is a huge
mess.
It's been a while since the last time I watered my plant
What I do would like to do to start
is to thank all of you who have left comments and sent messages
that have been super nice
This can be corroborate
anyone who spends time with me,
that everytime I got a YT notification
or a message or Instagram or whatever
I turned to like a mode
"AHGDHSBFGHJNEDBGHJ"
That said,
Let's go straight to the point,
today we're going to talk about
something that personally affects me
or has affected me;
and it's the TWENTY-SOMETHING'S CRISIS
or at least that's how I call it.
I call like this the moment in which
you finish your studies
and you're supposed to start with your life
You're supposed to start being a responsable adult
but nope
You don't want to just yet.
and that obfuscates your thoughts and senses
and the thing doesn't work
I finished my bachelor on Communications and Media Studies
I finished in Belgium, while doing an Erasmus Program
After that I did an internship in a radio
that was cool, I enjoyed it, I learnt a lot
Then I did some stuff communications-related
There I began to see it was not what I was expecting
and I said "Well, that's because I don't have an MA, I need to study an MA"
What did I do?
Silly me?
I enrolled for a Master, as I was in Belgium they were all in French or Dutch
And I chose a Master
Utterly interesting
Called "Communication and European Society"
Get the sarcasm when I say it seemed interesting to me
Because it didn't at all to me.
But there...
There's the issue that I didn't want to disappoint my parents
I go on with my studies, I attend class, I work on my projects, bla bla bla
BUT
X-Mas came
Christmas, what a horrible Christmas
I hated that Christmas
Worst Christmas of my life
That Christmas didn't turn me on
and I'm talking like Trump
Truuumpp
Truuuuuuuumpppppp
I go there and everyone ask me
"How's your master?" "Do you like it?" "Are you happy?"
You want to answer "No, it's crap, I hate it"
But you actually say "Yes, everything's fine, I love it, I'm so happy"
But really no. No, no, nope.
So I spent all my family events
ignoring reality
and being on my mind thinking about how shitty my life and the master were.
I leave my hometown, Christmas is over
Exams are coming, I go back to Brussels
I need to start revising for my tests and PFFFT
Crap.
No.
I didn't like it.
Since I didn't like it at all, my motivation was obviously 0.
and I got tired of studying just to study something
but at the same time I didn't want to disappoint my parents
So how did my mind manage the situation?
I blocked myself in my bedroom
Alone, with no human contact
Including my parents
who during 2 weeks had no news from me
and thought I was dead, or I had been kidnapped, or radicalized
I don't know, how would I?
So I decided to quit my Master's Program
and it was very hard to tell my parents
I finally did
and they actually took it pretty well
The truth is their message was
We all can make mistakes
You don't like it, you're not going to study something you don't want to
so go ahead.
Go ahead and do whatever it is you think you have to
because you're old enough to do so.
To sum up
What I wanted to talk about in this video
is that all of us, when we're twenty-something
we all have a period when we don't really have a clue of what to do
Obviously, we come out of a system in which
you study and always know what's next
and a moment comes in which you're like
"It's over, you're an adult now, you take your own decisions"
"You need to create your path to follow in this world"
"This shitty world we live in, this sick society"
and since this is NOT a social protest video
I won't go into further details about this
because if i put the fire up, I can't extinguish it.
And I've been talking about this with friends my age
And we all have been through moments like this
And even so, after all that
when you believe you have goals in life
you still don't know what are you doing with your life
and I am scared that's going to be like this forever
and if so, I would like someone to tell me
and get me ready with a course or something
to assimilate all this information in my head
and knowing tha I am never going to know...
hifsjsf LIFE
You can leave a comment below
ranting about your Twentysomething's Crisis experiences
Have you lived it? How did you manage?
I noticed that YT comment actually work
Not like when I started on here that was absolute chaos
You can even answer, and like and stuff
So I wouldn't mind creating a discussion
right in the comment section below
Well, after talking about all this I feel kinda sad
I hope you're feeling better
To improve the situation
you can follow me on Instagram
Did you notice how I linked it? hehe
You can follow me on Instagram
I'm still there having a blast with the stories
Sometime I talk; I don't know what about
Sometime I talk; and I don't know if it's understandable
because I don't know if I vocaleissszszsz
VOCALIZING
or it is all in my head
so if anytime you notice something wrong in a video
you tell me.
Enough already!
Thank you for your messages
and thanks for being there
See you next FRIDAY
with another video
like every Friday at midday!
Happy day at midday!
I'm Leticiaaaa (Spanish kitsch culture reference)
Kisses!
PEACE!
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