Hey guys! Wow I am back.
It's been a long time since I just filmed a video like this.
The past few ones have been either a vlog or a New Year's recap video.
But we really didn't get a chance to talk and connect like this.
So here I am doing that. It's almost the end of January, so I thought
I would fill you in on some stuff that's been happening in my life.
So... wow this almost feels weird, because
It's been a long time since I last did this, but...
I hope I get back into it and get used to it again.
First of all... Like I said, it's the new year. Happy new year!
I didn't really get a chance to greet you like this.
A happy new year. Happy 2019! I hope you had a good first month.
So, some stuff that's been happening with me. I colored my hair.
I don't think it's that obvious. It's just dark brown.
I usually don't do that that often. Coloring my hair, I mean.
Because I'm afraid it might look like "kalawang" (rust colored).
Or brassy. Or orangey. I really don't like that.
It tends to happen to Asian hair.
Being that I'm Asian, it will happen to me.
I don't think it happened to me. Tbh, it looks black still, but
at least it's not like black--flat black.
But yeah, that's the first thing I did. I actually did that first day of the year, January 1.
Speaking of things I don't usually do,
I started watching movies that I've never watched before.
I'm a "rewatcher", I know a lot of people are.
Like, just rewatch films that you've watched before.
And I said to myself, that's not really adding to my film inventory of, you know, the films I know.
It doesn't really enrich my experience as a film watcher.
So I said, maybe I should watch new films.
By "new", it doesn't have to be new. I just meant new to me.
This year I should do that. So I started doing that.
I watched "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind," "Inglourious Basterds", "The Pianist"...
... or is it pee-uh-nyst?
I think pee-uh-nyst is the right way of saying it.
Like, every time I say it, I say it like *whispers* "pee-uh-nyst...?"
'Cause it kinda sounds like penis.
So... but I think that's the right way of saying it.
And "The Mummy".
Yeah. I don't really have a strict rule or screening process of what to watch.
I just kinda watch what I think I'm in the mood for.
And so far, it's those 4 movies.
It's kinda few for 30 days of being at home...
I mean I work from home, but...
I have other things to do too with my life.
So there's that.
So yeah! If you guys want to recommend me some movies, please do in the comments below.
Leave your favorite movie down in the comments
and I'll probably watch it.
Also, I got an Instax camera.
It's an Instax Mini 9. I never thought I'd get one...
...but then... Like Cessy always said, "I thought you always had one."
And I'm like, "No I never had one". But I seem like the type of person who would have one.
I mean, I film a lot of videos.
Why not document more things through photos?
And that's something I wanna do this year.
So yeah I've been taking more photos.
Yeah. I think it's a good thing to have some stuff to look back on, because usually it's just videos on my phone
which is good, but then, you know, photos are nice too.
Also, speaking of Cessy.
I met her cat. Her cat is named Tuna. I slept over at her house this month.
Anyways, I met her cat and I really absolutely loved her.
She's so sweet and kind, "malambing" (affectionate).
She would like come up to me before I sleep and just sit there.
So I said to myself, "Maybe I should get a cat".
I mean, I enjoyed Tuna, so maybe I'll enjoy the cat I get.
So I got a cat. She's sleeping right now on my bed.
Her name is Sunday.
Let me tell you. It's been a stressful week. First of all, I found out she has fleas,
which I took care of. I brought her to the vet and then we gave her Frontline,
which removed all of her fleas.
She's still kind of itching. I'm guessing it's the flea bites that are still on her skin.
And then... I mean in the photos, she looked like this really small, harmless, sweet little angel.
And then I got to spend a few days with her and I realized that she is a little monster.
Well, that's too much of a word. But my friends and I joke that she's a little monster.
Because she looks so much like a sweet angel, but she's so "makulit" (super playful and energetic).
She runs around, she would like play-bite you.
She's kinda like a little puppy in a cat's body. Tbh.
But I really do love her and, sad to say, I'm thinking of rehoming her.
Finding a better home for her.
Because currently, I live with my parents. And my brothers' families live here too.
So I don't really have the liberty to share the whole house with Sunday,
because not all parts of the house are mine.
I'm not sure how everyone feel about having a cat roam around the house,
especially with kids around. Some of my nieces have allergies.
Not necessarily cat allergies, but, you know... Kids and their allergies.
So I'm trying to be sensitive to that.
So I really just keep her in my room.
I'm not sure if that's like a good longterm life for her to just stay here in my room.
And I don't know how long I'm gonna be living here.
I'm in my 20s. Who knows if I move with my best friends or if I get married (LOL), I dunno.
I don't know what her life's gonna be,
but for now I don't see her living here in my room forever.
And that's kind of sad. I want her to be able to socialize with other cats, other people.
My family's not really pet people. We have dogs, but then they're like guard dogs.
I'm blabbering a lot about this, but basically I just want to find a better home for her.
And it's kind of sad, because I want to keep her, but then I'm the only one taking care of her
and I don't really have much help and she's just in my room.
I don't know. I'm in a bit of a dilemma, so... Basically having problems with the cat.
I love her, but then I don't know what my plans are for her longterm. Definitely want a good life for this cat.
I hope you guys don't judge me, especially those of you who are pet owners.
I'm new, so I didn't really know what I was getting myself into. But then now I know and
now I know how much of a big responsibility it is to take care of another being.
So there's that.
It's really been frustrating, because I'm trying to like... Trying to compromise what I want and then what I want for her.
She peed in my bed guys, beside my head.
And it's frustrating for like a first time cat owner, pet owner, because it's new. Everything's new to me.
And I have to have extra patience. And I'm definitely learning a lot about myself.
Yeah. I'm not rushing to find a parent for her, a new parent, a new home.
There have been people asking me about her and I'm screening potential new owners for her.
I'm definitely not gonna give her to a random person, I want them to be pet-oriented,
and big, spacious house that Sunday can roam around in.
Lots of people to talk to, meow at, rather.
And many pets to interact with. Wow that's been a long tangent about my cat.
But for now yes, she's still my cat, she's still my Sunday,
even though she peed near my hair.
Just imagine that guys. Waking up with pee beside your head, it's not funny.
It's been a great January. I don't know if that sounded sarcastic,
but maybe it was, 50%.
It's been tough, but it's also been a great start to the year.
Lots of new things.
Definitely hoping to grow this channel this year, don't know how I'm gonna do that.
But you guys who message me often keep me going.
So that's the only reason I'm continuing this, because if not, I really don't know why I'm still doing this.
I definitely enjoy talking like this to you guys
and enjoy reading your comments. If you guys weren't there to comment and talk to me, there's no reason
to keep talking to no one, but you guys are there at the other end, which I am very thankful for.
But yeah. I hope you guys are doing great.
Definitely will try to update you more often. I know it's been a long time since I just stood here
and talked to you guys.
Yeah. That's it for now guys. I hope you guys are doing well.
I hope you're enjoying your 2019 so far. And I hope that you are being the person that you want to be.
Do a self-check every now and then, if you are being kind, generous, patient.
Definitely haven't been liking my personal answers to those questions.
But yeah, just a self-reminder and a reminder to everyone else to check yourself and see if
you're living the life that you want, doing the things that you want, and spending your time with people who you really love and care about.
And let me know if you guys are doing well down in the comments.
Definitely check out my Twitter, it's @NCLVCNT.
And also my Instagram @nikkivicente.
Anyways, I'll see you next time!
And with that, be sure to like, comment, and subscribe, and all that good stuff!
And remember, stay monumental!
Bye!
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